Happy New Year

happy new days

happy new desires

happy new chances

happy new you !

Dammit

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PS- I missed you so fucking much today.

On fire

Underneath my outside face there's a face that none can see.

I blog to express...not to impress

I can't explain and I won't ever try.

And so it is

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

P.S- The sweet smell of your skin

For lovers only

I see pieces of you in everything.



I'm a fool to want you

P.S- you. me. midnight.
( a little holiday magic.don't be late.)

Merry Christmas !

I wish youy happiness. I wish you joy. I wish you grace.

P.S- I go and come between you

So I Wonder

Um poema a encher-se de água
Uma mulher atravessando-o a nadar
Julgando-o um lago,
As palavras servem para tão pouco,
A água arrastou-as
Frágeis como a ponta seca do único beijo,
Purificando o amor de uma nadadora.
Lawrence Durrel

Prone to lust

 What causes lust or is it inspired, sensual, libidinous.

Those sweet excesses that I do adore.

In a Manner of speaking
I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing
In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way that i feel about you
Is beyond words

Get out of my mind

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

All I wanna do is make love to you

I've got to say it now
And I'll explain somehow
The way I feel about the way we are
I know no other way than just to say it straight
I want to shout it from the rooftops

'Cos you wake me up and light me up
When your eyes start dancing with my mind

You fill me up and cheer me up I wanna tell you time after time

Every little thing that I do reminds me of you
All I wanna do is make love to ya
I breathe in and breathe out in every
breath there`s no doubt All I wanna
do is make love
to you

You've put a spell on me
And baby hopefully you'll never break the spell
I'm under Whatever this shell be
I know you've made me see a feeling louder than
the thunder I've got to say it now
But I'll explain somehow
The way I feel about the way we are
I know no other way than just to say it straight
I want to shout it from the rooftops

'Cos you wake me up and light me up
When your eyes start dancing with my mind
You fill me up and cheer me up I wanna tell you time after time

Every little thing that I do reminds me of you
All I wanna do is make love to you
I breathe in end breathe out in every
breath there's no doubt

 All I wanna
do is make love
to you

Because love is simple,just never easy.

I think i saw you in my sleep.

Dream a little dream of me

Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you".
Birds singing in the sycamore tree, "Dream a little dream of me".
Say "nighty-night" and kiss me. Just hold me tight and tell me you'll missme.
While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

P.S- I don't think you understand how much I want to cuddle you.



WYWH

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here

P.S- Far away from everything...



Is a woman

In the hour of the girl
You can make this danger witness
Or whatever, without your heart
You can wish you could relate
If it's always gonna be
Sit beside me on a star
If you wake me up tonight

So you try to make it whole
With everybody here
More than a sony
To make the words throw up
Or show me the way
As they pick me up again
They will be there on the couch
They will make you better still
(can you be sure?)

Of anything you make
Maybe you can get a whiff
It's enough to make you gag
It's enough to make you sick
Each and every day
With the concrete and the masonry
When the paint that's on is dry
You can work it from your eye

And you take it from my heart
As you stand alone forever

From the roaming and the surf
And the cloudy cloudy day
Just a boss thing that is pure
Something specially for you
It's like everybody's needing it
And everybody's sure

(and if they say)
Is a woman, write this down
Put the paper, over there
More than it is
No more than it is



P.S- And I love him...

The nearness of you

It's not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me
Oh no...
It's just the nearness of you
It isn't your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation
Oh no
It's just the nearness of you

When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams came true
I need no soft lights to enchant me
If you would only grant me
the right to hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night
The nearness of you

P.S- Come away with me

Memories. A shimmer of gold and despair. I've never felt so confused in my whole life.

I am,Because...I am

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen





But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart

what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace

P.S- So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

Hey.

I miss you so much.

Edginess

Sentir em nós
Sentir em nós
Uma razão
Para não ficarmos sós
E nesse abraço forte
Sentir o mar,
Na nossa voz,
Chorar como quem sonha
Sempre navegar
Nas velas rubras deste amor
Ao longe a barca louca perde o norte.

Ammore mio
Si nun ce stess'o mare e tu
Nun ce stesse manch'io
Ammore mio
L'ammore esiste quanno nuje
Stamme vicino a Dio
Ammore

No teu olhar
Um espelho de água
A vida a navegar
Por entre o sonho e a mágoa
Sem um adeus sequer.
E mansamente,
Talvez no mar,
Eu feita espuma encontre o sol do teu olhar,
Voga ao de leve, meu amor
Ao longe a barca nua a todo o pano.

Ammore mio
Se nun ce stess'o mare e tu
Nun ce stesse manch'io
Ammore mio
L'amore esiste quanno nuje
Stamme vicino a Dio
Ammore
Ammore mio
Si nun ce stess'o mare e tu
Nun ce stesse manch'io
Ammo re mio
L'amore esiste quanno nuje
Stammo vicino a Dio
Ammore



No reason, no reason

My soul is dancing, no reason, no reason.

Love is a fast song...

...And I'm dancing.

Dancing the night away

Tough times don't last, tough people do.

Difficile est longum subito deponere amorem.

Em Roma sê romano(a).

Confess

"Não sei quantas almas tenho. Cada momento mudei."

Fernando Pessoa

P.S- Baby, baby where did our love go ?

Touch me baby tainted love

 

Sometimes
I feel I've got to run away
I've got to get away
From the pain
You drove into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I think I've lost my light
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And that's not nearly all

P.S- You came into my heart
So tenderly
With a burning love
That stings like a bee
And now that I surrender
So helplessly
You Now Wanna Leave
Ooh, you want to leave me...

Apathetic

unwilling to nothing.



Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me
Then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
'Cause you don't know me

I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance to go by
The chance that you might
Love me, too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me, baby
Then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
No, no, you'll never ever know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

I'm confused

P.S- Fall makes her sad. Ummmmm....

I thought about you all day

(tomorrow will be the same)

What can make me feel this way ?

What need I be so forward with him
that calls not on me?

(Que precisão tenho eu de ir ao encontro
de quem ainda não se lembrou de vir ter comigo?)

Shakespeare


And the night has come

Time can't erase how I'm feeling for you.

Ever Green

O Outono é a Primavera do Inverno

Toulouse Lautrec

So you take off without warning nothing to say,I guess

Just this thought I've had all morning wanting to talk and then,

Let my heart in on the story
then I'd get lost again.

As we turn and walk away,
to our lives as usual,
With our pockets full of something that was beautiful

A love that just fell through.

All the words I don't say

Eu quero nós. Mais nós. Grudados. Enrolados. Amarrados. Jogados no tapete da sala. Nós que não atam nem desatam. Eu quero pouco e quero mais. Quero você. Quero eu. Quero domingos de manhã. Quero cama desarrumada, lençol, café e travesseiro. Quero seu beijo. Quero seu cheiro. Quero aquele olhar que não cansa, o desejo que escorre pela boca e o minuto no segundo seguinte: nada é muito quando é demais.”

 Caio F.

There is no reason not to follow your heart

“. . . almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”

Steve Jobs

Eyes Wide Shut

 

A strong song tows

us, long earsick.
Blind, we follow
rain slant, spray flick
to fields we do not know.

[ Blunting]



Good morning texts

They’re just so nice to receive. Just the thought of someone thinking about you when they wake up, or waiting for you to wake up and talk to them is nice. It’s cute to know that someone wanted you to sleep well or wake up. It’s just a good feeling to, in a way, be looked over. It’s a nice feeling to know you’re in someone’s thoughts.

I always hope that you remember

When the time is running out and you're left alone
All I want is you to know that
It's strong still
Can't pull us apart

P.S- I'm locked in it , too

Summertime

Summertime and the livin’ is easy
Fish are jumpin’ and the cotton is high
Oh your daddy’s rich and your ma is good lookin’
So hush little baby, don’t you cry
One of these mornings
You’re goin’ to rise up singing
Then you’ll spread your wings
And you’ll take the sky
But till that morning
There’s a nothin’ can harm you
With daddy and mammy standin’ by

P.S- Do something awesome every day. Anything....

Temptations

I'm Ella. I like apples and I don't always give in to temptations.

This day

P.S- She coudn't wait another day for the captain of her heart.

Tenderly

The evening breeze caressed the trees tenderly
The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly
Then you and I came wandering by
And lost in a sigh were we
The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly
I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly
Your arms opened wide and closed me inside
You took my lips, you took my love so tenderly

Listening : http://youtu.be/ISnrLn4LnZs

Come what may

It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

P.S- Must be good looking undressed.

She runs runs runs

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here



It leaves no doubt

The moment one gives close attention to anything, even a blade of grass, it becomes a mysterious, awesome, indescribably magnificent world in itself.  

 Henry Miller

You are my every thought.

Na sombra cúmplice do quarto,
Ao contacto das minhas mãos lentas
A substância da tua carne
Era a mesma que a do silêncio.
Do silêncio musical, cheio
De sentido místico e grave,
Ferindo a alma de um enleio
Mortalmente agudo e suave.
Ah, tão suave e tão agudo!
Parecia que a morte vinha…
Era o silêncio que diz tudo
O que a intuição mal advinha.
É o silêncio da tua carne.
da tua carne de âmbar, nua,
Quase a espiritualizar-se
Na aspiração de mais ternura.

Manuel Bandeira